Live, Laugh, Create

This year I am challenging myself to be more creative. To do so, I will take a picture and write something everyday this year. It will be interesting to see where this journey may take us.

Monday, January 31, 2011

January 31

FRUSTRATION

I really wanted this blog to be an effort in positive creativity, unfortunately following what seemed to be a promising start to the New Year, the rest of the month has taken a steep dive. Frustrations and disappointments have accrued over the past few weeks...for every three steps forward, it feels like I'm taking (or being pushed) five steps back. Even after a wonderful, positive weekend at the beach with some amazing women, I'm finding it very hard to get to a peaceful place. My faith in Hope is definitely shaken right now and a cloud of negativity seems to have descended upon me.

The realization that there are people close to me who are themselves, or others close to them, going through far worse situations is always on my mind. I don't want to be a whiner or adopt a victim mentality, I know I'm much stronger than that! I am grateful for all the great things I have and I don't want to diminish those aspects of my life. For now, it would just be nice for things to get easier.

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